breathe in and out

My O2 stats are running at 93. I am not surprised. I am literally out of breathe walking across a room. Slow down....
I stopped and picked up Scootie's ashes. They put them in a pretty little maple casket. We got a lock of hair and half of a metal heart. The other half is with his ashes. A box of ashes is hard to cuddle with.
The boy is 95% moved in. We bump into each other but for the most part we get along quite well.
He is very happy to be sleeping in his own bed.
I need a nap. Maybe it is lack of oxygen. All I want to do is snooze. I will be so happy once I am through with this cold.
ciao

What? What is that?

I am sitting here trying to figure out this feeling that I have...oh. OH! I can breathe. And I don't have that awful full to the top feeling in my sinuses...yeah. I am turning back into a human rather than a walking snot spigot. blurgh!
Oh, I am still coughing. Yepper, barking like a baby seal. Nothing like barking on a clear track though.
I have been chatting with a professional gentleman out of onion oregon. No we haven't met. But he sounds interesting. He likes dogs and has bred/shown Cocker Spaniels in the past, plus? Expecting a litter soon (his bitch is). hmmmmm. Likes to read nonfiction. So I will keep asking questions. What website did I find him? craigslist. Oh every once in a while you can find a bargain.
I am still applying for different positions. I had a meeting with the bosses monday. I was written up for 'educational' purposes. What did I do? I violated one of our standards. I am to be present at all times. Oh I wasn't late or physically not there. But I wasn't all there. That was the week, let me see. The day. That A) we put Scooty down. and 2) the boy told me about yet another heart defect. So I was not all there at work. huh! See what I am getting at here kids? yeah and it is getting old quick. And the real kicker of it was. I was sitting there drowning in my own snot, doing my job and thinking (wrongly I might add)that it wasn't such a suck job. That I was doing okay. Must remind myself that never never think positive at that place.
So I am off for yet another wacky adventure.
ciao!

Day 2 or is 3? Might be 5. I am not sure but the cold is my constant companion. I was talking to mom and she mentioned that I was on my second cold. And what was wrong with my immune system? Um, it's compromised? I have cottage cheese inhabitants in my lungs who fuck with me on a daily basis? It hasn't gone away ya know. I think mom is misplacing her marbles a little. Well hell she is almost 80. Wow, 80. I better nag her to get her will done. Yes, kids that is my job. She told me I had to nag her to get her and Rick to write a will. freak!
And in conclusion, I hate my boss. thank you thank you very much.
ciao

Guess what I am doing after dreaming of orange juice all night? Yep, here I will share. Not feeling well but I know all I would do is lay about the house if I stayed home. So I am off to work. hooray.
Hopefully something exciting will happen. I am not counting on it though.
Do stay for juice.
ciao

good morning

I guess I will be having a chest cold for the rest of my freaking life. sheesh Didn't I just go through this? So sniffling will be an accessory of mine.
I had plans this weekend. I was going to go to the dump and get rid of some leaves. Clean up about the house. Make it appear as if some one lives here that gives a shit. But I just couldn't get moving. And when I did, I showered and put on pajamas.
The boy and I watched netflix movies most of the day. see? lazy.
The sun is poking it's head out from the clouds, so maybe I will get dressed today. Step out of the door. Yeah, I didn't even go outside yesterday.
I was thinking about getting the sour dough out and seeing if I could raise the dead. But I don't want to.
I don't seem to want to do much of anything. So I am going to go do just that. nothing. And you can't stop me.
ciao!

lazy

I am not going to do anything today. nope. My sinus issue has descended into my chest and I am going to vegg out. cough cough hack hack
be good.

Oh hai!

Feeling much better this morning. I can breath without wincing. Although I have a small cough. But I am going to work. so there and take that. I am bringing along with me my tessalon perls and bottle o'saline solution. Outa my way world!
Today is chips and salsa day. I am bringing chips. mmmmmm chips.
I don't need to make a lunch as in my rush to leave yesterday from work, I left my lunch in the fridge at work. Ham and cheese a day old, should be okay.
My favorite blogger is back to writing after taking way too much time off. I will come to your house and make you, MAKE YOU; sit and write. geez! Now I can go on and read and be amazed & amused. whoop whoop whoop.
So take it easy and be happy in the fact that I am functioning on all cylinders. Popping and clicking along thats me.
ciao!